now days dunnoe y always thinking about wat i doing..

U noe wat i do yesterday? I break with him.. Caz sometime at sch really dunnoe why saw him then suddenly bu shuang think about how he ditch me in the past.. Then Queenie said his attitide sux..(But sometime i really think so la..) It all started when i write letter saying I WAN BREAK this three words.. then i pass 2 Joey than Zi Qing they also say if i really no feeling than bresk lar caz realtionship cannot be force 1.. At first i patch back is becaz Jessica say patch back first then if really dun have feeling 4 him then break lor caz gan qing ke yi pei yen de.. Give both of us a chance c if we still can really continue.. But after this days i really started 2 hate him u noe n is REALLY HATE HIM! Then is like we write alot of things 2 him (all the things is about his negative side but Ingyin write all the positive side about him..) BUT the sad things is they dun let me write ANYTHING! Not even say 1 word 2 him.."SORRY".. Caz he help me with that stupid sam.. Caz he last time always bully me then he tell him not 2 bully me.. That make me feel he is such a hero.. But wat things have 2 be done must be done.. But that wat i wanted 2 say 2 him :THX 4 THE HAPPY TIME IN THE PAST.. THEN THX 4 THE STOPING OF SAM THE BIG BULLY.. I WANTED 2 TELL U U R MY FIRST STEAD THEN I REALLY VERY HAPPY BEING WITH U.. I think tok 2 much already.. But really i am very happy will u.. K finish toking about him.. Lets tok about 2day.. 2day lessons very boring.. Band 2day is so boring come back from swimming lesson than go 4 sectional pratice very less people come.. But maybe 2morrow main band pratice will be better.. SORRY IS THE WORD I CAN ONLY SAY.. HOPE U FIND 1 BETTER 1 THAN ME.. LAST THING I WANTED 2 SAY BEFORE I GO.. WONG GUI HONG IS NOE SINGLE!^^

so weird nowadays.. am i correct?

I really dunnoe if my choice is correct.. Caz i really feel nothing 4 him nowadays no such feeling like last time.. Very happy 1 then always think of him then like in class always laugh 2 myself..(even that Joey said i crazy! WA LAO SHE! People really happy wat..) But noe dun seems 2 have the same kind of feeling already.. But u noe who the most happy person in class? It is Chee How n Winni caz they can have i happy family.. But i dun think it is a happy family. Then every1 said his attidude sux! Then break with la! I dunnoe caz now he cannot ditch me caz i said only me can ditch him.. Caz he ditch me at first.. Have i given hope 4 him? Dunnoe but dun care!^^ Must JIA YU 4get wat he did 2 u then remember the happy time..2day dunnoe wat happen but all my seniors suddenly come n tell me i got stead already then i wonder i got tell them i got stead mah? Yi Tian also it is like every person in the harmonica noe.. But i still dunnoe wat they toking about then i also dunnoe who is that person? Maybe it is becaz of yesterday they saw something.. N it seems like alot of people saw it then spread the news.. That make me dun wan 2 go harmonica this firday n saturday.. Dunnoe wat will happen.. It is all a misunderstanding.. It is caz of my blog? Dunnoe but i hope they all dun get the wrong idea..

happy family i hope..

2day i patch up with him.. It is like 95% to 100% said patch up but it is like i dun wan.. Caz really no feeling 4 him now.. Then Chee How said can have 1 happy family.. I just hope it is a "happy family"... But just hope that the ending wont be the same.. The same like last time.. I tell him he cannot ditch me but i can ditch him caz he last time ditch me ok.. But if really have special reason then ok lor.. 2day have harmonica.. N it is sectional pratice.. We pratice then very fun caz first high also there then we play 2gether.. That chairman also.. Just hope that they dun go so soon.. caz dun have laughter without them.. The sec 4 also.. but it will soon be our turn..

harmoniac rox!

HARMONICA HARMONIAC ROX!^^ Love every1 in harmoniac band they all ROX! Exspecially some of them.. But (maybe la..) Go swimming 2day n it was fun the frogging style.. But the best thing is Ingyin n Joey got go!^^ 2day sectional pratice very sad u noe? I am going 2 blow solo the rest of my life.. It just so bad.. That wat the stupid chairman said! U people very shy then tell people 2 play in front of him..even worst the whole band or the whole country! (i 4get his name sry!) I did 1 wrong thing n if that people never get back,it will be back. Caz of my stupid .. AH.. wat should i do? 2day stay back at sch help them do the "ling ling" thing then go c Ingyin POP very nice but still cannot take back the paper.. 2morrow got performance at the west mall but we dun have perform caz just sec 1 u noe? Wat if that person really ask 4 patch up? I dunnoe how 2 answer him u noe.. It is very difficult 4 me caz i scared the ending is still the same.. Then i already (cannot tell..) I just really hope that the band perform well in the mall ..

sch is just so boring cannot tahan any more... Sian~

2day very sian lol~ Hope the sch day faster end.. But till the end must still must survive.. Now days nothing 2 post. Yesterday band was quite fun can play solo but very shy u noe? My whole body like shaking then like sometime blow wrong.. I am like the 1 that is not performing sitting in the front then shy u noe. The first high blow very good! At first i dun choose harmonical 4 my first cca 1 but no choice i put it in the 3 choice! But in the end still went in.. My first choice is NPCC second choice volleyball but both cannot go,in then in the end went in 2 harmonical band. At first i was thinking i have no music talent how could i past that addition? But when i went in 2 the band i felt great caz the senior there was very funny n kind. They us very nicely n keep on making us laugh^^ After the addition Gui Hong still went in 2 the second high. Second high people was very very kind 2 me they treat me very nicely then if i dunnoe how 2 play they will teaches me until i noe how 2 play. The june camp was quite nice we can c movie in the night but still have PT in the morning. But the sad thing is we dun have boys inside the second high. They tell me the last boy have graduated but some quit i think got 2 quit then 1 graduated. But I wanted 2 thx all my second high peple 4 encouraging me,all the first high people n then the section i haven thx n the whole band! I love harmonical band hope i dun change my mind! I just hope i wont..

lol

2day find some1 blog guess who... Frenster dunnoe who add me n they r from other country 1.. 2day cannot write long so soyona~ Gui Hong JIA YU!

wow!

I should be boarding Joey 's father car there but my parents change their mind so they bring me there. At first i wan like very angrey but in the end i felt better walking with them.. 2day is like special lol! Win the cross country race! At first i think that i am not running but in the end i still run with Ingyin,Queenie n Elina. They like run very fast lol! So must run faster 2 catch up with them.. I feel so bad about leting Joey carry my bag 4 me all the way.. Carrying my bag is so heavy caz my fren things all inside. Then Joey say take turn 2 carry the bag so i carry it first then her turn 2 carry. So i let her carry but when i c Ingyin ran very far away already so i started 2 run faster but when i realise that my bag is still with Joey it was still 2 late i already reach the finish line.. Maybe if i carry the bag she will run faster than me n win a prize 4 herself.. Hais~ The running was fun caz while we were running we tok 2 each other,stop 4 each other,wait 4 each other n cheer 4 each other. N guess who i saw? Min Kai! He was showing the way so when i run pass him,i wave 2 him n saw hello! I dunnoe why i do that but i feel happy saying hi 2 him.. We alos saw somebody 2 2 make her run so fast.. At the end i get 10th place i was like darm surprise lol! BUT! I fell so bad 4 inygin caz she just 2 more seconds he will win me already.. Elina too! I think just 5 more seconds i can win her already lol.. But i was happy she won the prize caz she run faster than me. When we went home,we decided 2 go the near by mac but in the end go the near sch 1.. We were like walking here n there but still get there. I think we eat there 4 1h something but i left early. Reach home like wan 2 die like that lol.. Here pain there pain n also soar throat. AH! 2morrow still got band. My bro say my vioce like man u noe then plas sneeze there sneeze here.. Aiya but i enjoy goinh 2 band.. The senery there so nice hope can sit there with my boyfren 2 c the sunset... So wish....

hais~

2morrow got cross country.. Dunnoe wat is that but it seems intersting.. 2day stay back with Inygin n Alvin they all. They very funny u noe! Especially that Alvin.. All of them get the wrong idea about the both of us.. They think we couple.. LOL! Waloa he darm tall lol! Taller than me 2 head or 3 head.. So tall go call people short.. Guess who i saw 2day! Dun tell u.. N is a group of them! 2day stay back at library saw that Kaymond. Wan Xin tell me they r toking something about me but when i ask the Kaymond he dun wan 2 tell me. WTF lol.. Now again very curious about wat they say.. She tell me they r toking about who like me. Who is that person? Hais so curious.. I agree sec sch life is really more intesting than my pri sch life.. Waloa 2day maple really very lucky lol pick up something i dunnoe n that thing can sell a bomb! All my bro jealous! But that thing i think is my bro pick up 4 me 1.. So bad 4 my luck.. Every1 ask me if i should patch up with him or give him a chance but now i think it is very difficult now.. That wat i think now but i dunnoe wat he think..

How got it be?

Did i did anything wrong? It was said that it was all my fault! How could it be? Now i realised alot of "people"come n visit here.. I dunnoe wat happen but they should have c wat i write. I think all i write is scolding some1.. Some1.. I dunnoe how come he noe my blog but he should have seen wat i write about him now.. Now that we have a new couple in our class... They seems happy with each other so lovely.. Nohing 2 post 2day so 2morrow then write long long 4 u! BYEBYE^^

How got it be?

OMG!

That si Min Kai found my blog already! He should have c wat i write 4 him all the words i scold him... Hope he go do my quiz n c the question "Wat should i do with him?" the answer is go kick his ass! Am i very shy? NVM! Aiya people really shy wat! Why can't they tell me wat is the reason? I really wan 2 noe! Caz.... Dun get the wrong idea! Aiya i dunnoe wat is the reason but i just so courious 2 noe. But the only thing i noe is that we will never be getting back 2 wat we do last time.. Nowdays i think i am enjoying myself.. Maybe... I have already 4gotten about him.. Still thinking about wat Chee How say 2 me wat did that Min Kai tell him? Wish they will tell me the truth.. Somedays..

happy

2day is the first day of that swimming lessons. But it dun turn out so bad after all. U noe alot of people very shy dun wan 2 take off like me so bad lol Joey n Ingyin cannot go swimming this week.. They both very bad. Well its quite fun but the good thing is i can late go band. 2day suddenly c him.. AH..i feel... I dunnoe how 2 say. Just fell so happy.. I dunnoe why but Chee How said MinKai that reasons is not true.. I dunnoe why but when i wanted 2 ask him he dun wan 2 tell me. I so courious.. But the only thing i noe is his first reasons very lousy.. If the second reasons also like that i kill him.. Not la just kidding! But if u all ask me if i can give him a change i think maybe not. So sorry.. But if is i do wrong maybe lol.. Sometime our eyes meet each other dunnoe how 2 react so look away.. His eyes really like the last we looking at each other. WTH! Well.. if we can tok at first maybe the ending wont be like that.. Just maybe....

happy

HAHA

Well 2day band very boring , keep on blowing the same song..HAHA..But still can ..CANNOT SAY!^^2day that asshole Sam ask me 2 apolozise 2 Min Kia.I dunnoe why ofcaz i wont say la.. I did not did any wrong is he wrong okay.. Idunnoe but i really hate him .. When i c him , is like i wan 2 aviod him.. But i only noe he sux..HAHA! AIYO!2day nothing 2 post. 3 more days n it is swimming.. When i think of it make me hate it even more like him.. Just hope it when well 2morrow..

HAHA