"If a person wants to be part of your life, they will make an obvious effort to do so. Think twice before reserving a space in your heart for people who do not make an effort to stay. "
I tried to stay. But you're just doing everything to push me away.
I can't blame you.
Because what we are now, or whatever we are now, I don't even feel as though I got the rights to ever bother. To even care when you take my every words as a joke.
I stop when it hurts.
I run away when I have no idea what to do anymore.
Just when you thought being attached gives you everything.
How you can just run to that person when you need them.
But who knows it can feels so the opposite?
Till you have to find all kinds of distraction to make yourself forget that you ever need them.
That no matter how tired you're gonna be, you need that little bit of distractions to stop feeling. No matter how hard it is, you rather not feel at all.
You go out alone sometimes just to feel sorry for yourself.
Is love suppose to be like that?
Because people once told me, love doesn't hurts.
But why does it hurt so much now?
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