Things that will always be there.

Pictures that brings back memories.

Pictures that broke people's heart.

I know you saw those pictures long time ago, saw what you post on all the social network i can get access to.
And believe me, i know how you feel.

Was actually waiting for you to say something then, like scold me, tell me, anything?

But you didn't.

Makes me feel as though my reaction very redundant, like i'm just being silly for being like that.

As though i shouldn't feel like that since it didn't affect you.

But soon after that i realise, no, you just hide everything from me because you thought it will affect us.

I tried.

I tried my best to do what i can to not affect you ah baby, but i guess i can't totally do that.

Someone once told me, this isn't how relationship works.

Didn't say much because i thought it's okay to not.
Totally forgotten about it until you bought it out today.

Sigh, why. :/

Hate how you continue our conversation after that..
Just wanna talk to you properly but feel as though you don't want to.
From past experience, realise everything i'm gonna say won't work and apologizing will only make it turn out more worse.

Well but i can't stop bringing up the past. :/

It's just, i once thought because of what you did in the past, it's okay things are like that.

Already bad enough that it happened so often in the past.

Maybe, i just wanted you to feel what i felt.

Well, once thought it wouldn't even affect you..

Whatever it is, it don't mean anything.

Really and you should know :/

well, just wanna say, i love you ah baby, just hope this won't affect us.. 

Would be very angry if it did ah. Seriously.

Even if it hurts hundred times then, i just don't wanna go by the days knowing you regret and you ain't happy. At least i get to say you owe me hell lot more than you know.