Thursday, September 27, 2012

Are you willing to?

EH YO, WHATSUP! ^^

Hahahaha, if i was as lovable as you are :p
So, it's a Thursday today! Woke up early for work.
Well, apart from the ignorant, cold, tense rejection and stare; plus impatient upper hand, distributing magazine is so much better than distributing flyers :)
Encounter some friendly people too, that's the only good thing :x
Still at the end, it's the $$$$ that counts :D
Phew, but it's tiring :/

Sigh, why.
Feels as though it's not fair how much i care for you.
Not fair how much i take into account of things i don't want you to be worried about.

Apart from all the bad feelings i felt from you, comparing to those broken hearted, feels as though i'm already very bless with you still with me.

"It takes time to realise how important someone is. And by that time, they're already gone."
"Why aren't people cherishing their partners but yet doing things that would make them feel like they're at fault?"
"It takes time to really move on because the love is just too difficult to forget.."
"I hope you knew that I actually realised how much you meant to me after you've left my side."
To know things are too late to be mend.
To know you have to live on with that regret.
To know everywhere you go, reminds you of that person and it hurts to even remember.

"It turns out leaving you doesn't make things better but ended up missing you even more."
It doesn't. 
Been there before, instead it just makes everything clearer.
Still, no point. Things still hurts.

Sigh sorry, just a little too paranoid.
Too easily hurt, too easily upset.
I can't control what i don't wanna feel.
Scold me, curse me in your heart, it's okay. But please never forget i love you.
Sleep well, that's the only thing you go do, to ease the pain for me.


我不知道,也不想知道,因为知道了,也只是伤到自己。
能给的我都全给了,我都舍得,除了让你知道我心如刀割。

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