hah.

HAH, today Chinese paper one and two.
Didn't really put my heart into studying eh.
Today after exam went eat with, Cassidy, XinHui, MingXuan, JiaHui and HuiYu
After eating went to slack around eh,
Saw CekMin group on the way.
HAHAHAHA then play until siao then,
Ming Xuan and XinHui head home while Me and Cassidy went slack around but then in the end we went back to school.
Started writing Chinese names and also creating English name.
Have DAMN lots of funnn (:
But then after that, time to head to Regin's house then Cass need go home liao.
Haiyo, but then in the end the plan cancel eh cause Regin have IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO (:
So after Cassidy board the bus, head home.

feel like heading out leh, but then it will means ALONE THEN.
HAHAHAHA its better then staying at home x.x

I discover something eh.
You have been lying to me since last month or maybe even long long ago.
And you never did tell me eh,
But there is something more;
eveything you said that month, its all a lie.
All the things that come out from your mouth, its fake eh.

HAIS.

Its so fake.

Cass, sorry ah i really dunnoe i acted so badly today.
But thanks for cheering me up eh (:
Really need it and also;
FAKE SMILE ARE CUTE TOO (:
Regin, take it easy and think positively eh (:
Things are not that bad.
Anything you also can find us one (:
Don't worry be happy. xD

3 days.

Have funn with Cass and Ming Xuan today (((:

Oh fuck, it has been 3days eh.
I don't really know how i feel.
This time its different from last time eh, cause it has been months ago.
And also the reply you give me.
It totally disappoint me eh.

I dunnoe what i will do eh.
4 more days.

.

my hand, its cold.
Thats not me.
Stupid, thats all i can say.

You never tell me anything eh.
What am i to you?
Guess what,
I didn't even know what happen eh.

WOOT. So long never post liao.

Penguins are cute. xD

Hmmm, nowadays i hardly have any time to post eh.
Cause of the stupid FNN coursework.
23.04.2010
No band ma, so went to Cass's house with MingXuan. (:
Used computer with Cass while MingXuan play her DS.
HAHAHAHAHA she play until she eventually lie on the ground.
The time were slow eh.
Sit at the same chair for about 3 hours plus.
Started spamming each other on MSN.
WO. Nobody must see what we write. (:
Eventually, the sky started turning gray gray, thunder here and there.
HSH around 6.
hah chatted with Cass on phone yesterday.
Eventually we have nothing much to talk about eh.
Started singing for Cass so she could fast fast sleep.
HAHAHA sing quite a number a songs eh.
But in the end she never sleep some more still WIDE AWAKE.
HAHAHA my singing fail eh, but then indeed have fun (:
Talk about 3hours leh!
we slept at about 1 plus then today wake up at about 12.30pm.
HAHAHA thats the best thing without band. xD

Actually, there are a lot of things i wanna say but nahh i think its better off somewhere.
-Its like you are always the one who take the inactive to come and apologise.
But how come you don't get tired of it.
-hah, seriously i hate you so damn much.
Don't give me that attitude eh.
Cause one day, i dunnoe what i will do.
-I am sure this time, i did nothing wrong eh.
Don't worry, i will still continue what i promise eh.

And you, i really dunnoe what to do eh.
Why the sudden change?
Its like if you are like this at that time, i guess, i won't be feeling like this right now.
Seriously, tell me what can i do.
And, i am not sure anymore.

seriously.

seriously i miss them plus Cassidy. (:

WOOT, today was kana stalk by someone wor.
Kinda feel irritated eh.
GET A LIFE GIRL.
I certainly miss school but not the study part eh.
Well, i dunnoe why we ended up like this.
Every year it happen.
wishes both of them can cheer up eh.

miss you even more when i think of you.

WOOT, what a day.

Guihong wishes her Cassidy Honey can get well soon (((:

Hey boy, its your attitude.

Today try to wake up early to set out for band.
Well, we certainly early a bit then usual, but was not as early as Ming Xuan, XinHui, ShiPei and Hui Yu.
They wake up DAMN early to run 2.4 eh.
HAHAHAHA so hardworking wor :x
after slacking for a bit, its time to assemble.
Janis take strength very funny :P
After started our basic warm up then we went running.
They thought of asking us to run 3 round one, but then it started running.
We still can go on eh (((:
Well, after some scoldings and sweating, we went to change.
Cindy came telling me Cassidy was having fever.
She was like hotter then the rest of us loh.
Trying to take note of her more often eh.
But eventually after Lin Xing took her temperature, SHE WAS HAVING FEVER EH!
39.0. Thought it was just the weather.
After that have to ask her mum to come pick her up.
HAIS, WILL CERTAINLY MISS HER.
CASS AH CASS AH must tell me next time hor don't keep it to yourself. (:
Went to sectional.
At first it went well eh, just normal practice and toking too.
But after playing mambo #5 eh, we have some argument over the beats and the song.
YiLin have some emotional problem too.
Everyone started turning moody eh.
Well, certainly have no mood to go too so ended up lecturing them instead.
Peopo, i am not scolding or blaming you all eh.
Just blame me for not knowing how to teach and not knowing about all the beats and theory.
Ended the sectional.
Before going break, we have a talk eh but somehow it went i dunnoe how, so just have to wish that after break they will feel better.
Thanks the whole section for the cheering up eh (:
no hard feelings eh peopo.
SORRY SHIPEI AH ABOUT THE MISUNDERSTANDING.
So went for break with Ming Xuan they all.
Well, its kinda weird not having Cass with us.
It feels kinda quiet ;x
Well, started to eat but then suddenly ShiPei and YiLin came and join us eh.
WOOT. Finally, the matter is over.
Went back to band room first to pei LiPing.
Break ended and well, everyone is in serious mood eh.
Cause new rules is implemented today.
Everyone have to wear hairband eh.
WOOT, this is cool.
After that, we have the chance to blow old songs ;D
It was kinda fun eh.
the song i had bad memories on
Band ended after we blow finish mambo #5
After that went to the basket floyer to play (:
HAHAHAHA Ming Xuan threw her gummi bear up the ceiling and it got stuck there.
Well, we threw the newspaper to tried to save it eh,
But ITS TOO HIGH EH~
Going to come back on Monday to see if its still hanging there or not (:
After that went out eh.
But ShiPei, Ming Xuan, XinHui,Janis Cek Min and me went the other way to eat while the rest went home.
XinHui and Janis went home.
Went to the same old place to eat but this time XinHui not here.
HAHAHAHA eat the same thing with MingXuan. (:
while CekMin and ShiPei eat chicken rice.
Chatted while eating.
Played with the sauce after wards ;x
Have to go buy rice for my brothers before deciding where to go next.
HAHAHA after that eat ice-cream with CekMin and MingXuan cause Ming Xuan say she will regret if we never eat but then ShiPei never eat cause her stomach bloated ;x
After buying, we went the playground near MingXuan's house.
WOOT. Saw Mel and Poi Wong while going there.
They told us not to disturb the couples there eh.
Ming Xuan thought was her brother but eventually they were not.
Played with the gym thingy there while chatting.
Well, eventually my brother called so have to go home.
so, HSH at about 7.30 like that.

i think i am kinda lucky i have you.

When i look at you.

Hais its hard eh.
day passes by so quickly.
RECEIVED CASSIDY'S DIVORCE LETTER (:
Well, was smiling until my mouth BIG BIG eh :p
Have a dental appointment early in the morning today.
The dentist was SO DAMN NICE xD
WOOT. Talked with Regin using paper.
Went back to class to call upon Regin and Joey.
Today, Mrs Wong never come then the Mr low came and relief our class.
HE SUCK EH -.-
Well, think Ingyin was kinda of different today.
Today no a-maths test!
Talked with Regin while Mdm Geja teach.
After that chem then END OF SCHOOL!
Was wanting to go Regin's house one but she have to go out with her mummy.
Promise Felicia to pei her go library so went with her to change.
SHE LOOKS DAMN CUTE ((((:
yellow and white Digimon.
HAH COMFIRM WIN ONE xD
After that went to class with Joey.
Hafiz was like bring me around to find my file and wallet.
HE WAS ANNOYING EH xD

HSH at around 3 plus plus.
did FNN EH.
TOMORROW IS CASSIDY'S BIRTHDAY EH AND I AM GONNA MAKE IT MEMORABLE.

LOVE YOU EH.

DAY BY DAY.

so tired.

Went for band early this morning
WOOT. I was not late thanks to ShiPei message. (((:
I used to remember you was the one messaging me.
I guess today won't turn well eh.
Started our pt with warm ups and after that 3 rounds around the school.
I wonder, how are we gonna survive in training camp?
Ran with Cassidy as she was not feeling well.
After that brought a girl to the toilet cause she was not feeling well too.
Sometimes being this harsh aren't nice you know -.-
SO TIRED.
Sectionals after that.
Well, i think the whole section screw up cause i dunnoe how to teach eh.
LiYing have to conduct the whole sectional even thought she is sick.
Man, GuiHong you are disappointing eh.
Well after that is break time.
Honey, this sucks, i totally no mood eh.
But i can't be lazy eh, this is affecting everyone.
Xinhui, Ming Xuan, CekMin, Janis and Cindy went to CU to eat while me JiaHui and Cassidy went to buy instant noodles and bubble tea.
AIYO I NOT IME POST LIAO.
GTG.
WILL UPDATE TOMORROW.

i am tired, tired of all this crap.

Our two months honey.

Today is Good Friday eh.
Currently staying at home the whole day.
Was messaging Regin as she was currently Miss Lonely at Min's house.
Chatted with her until she was out.
After that continue to lie on the floor to watch television.
My hearts, its rotting away.
Suddenly WOOT.
You remembered eh.

should i be happy?
Your bad attitude, its back and you forgotten how i hate it.
I am happy that you remembered today eh.
But this is disappointing.
Stupid enough to even thinks i missed the past.
Stupid enough to ask him all those past question.
Stupid enough to think that he will understand.
Stupid enough to think he is happy.
Stupid enough to tell him that.
Stupid enough to even think you are happy with me.
My heart, its empty eh.
But i dunnoe why i still love you like i did at the first day.

a girl?

Honey its tomorrow.

WOOT HAPPY APRIL FOOL EH xD
Recieved message from Ingyin early in the morning yesterday.
Hmmm, she thought i was angry eh.
Ahhhhh that is the best joke for the morning..
Hey girl, i won't be like last time like that. I understand it now.
Well, today went to school quite early eh.
Kinda feel suck up early in the morning cause i kinda found out something.
I suspect you are hiding something from me.
Sorry for the attitude this morning eh.
Well, actually all the lesson after that was boring of cause.
Was counting down with Cassidy to school end!
But Ingyin had NPCC and a lot of meeting so she won't be accompanying me.
The Regin went home cause she is going out with her mummy.
So, waited for Cassidy they all and also for Janis to pass her the Chinese textbook.
At first went out to school with Joey to CK to buy her wet tissue.
Yi Xiang, Ignatius, Chang and Eric was like playing with my $10 note.
And i have a hard time getting it back ><
After sending Joey off, well, sited at the bus-stop for a while before going back to the classroom and getting my bag.
actually i did saw you, you know.
Well, have no where to go so went back to the bus-stop to spend my time cause that the place i can use my phone freely.
messaged Shipei while the time passes by slowly.
-.- she tricked me.
Thought she was angry one.
I think about 4 buses went by..
I should have kicked myself for looking out for you.
AH! Finally they are going to end soon!
So, went to the band room to find them.
At first Mdm Peng saw me and asked me i secondary three one ah then she asked me whether i wanna go the concert or not.
HAHAHAHA! She was surprise i actually was so nice to wait for my juniors xD
Soon after that, Cassidy they all came out.
Now everyone is calling me OLD and even Mdm Peng too x.x
HAHAHAHA went to take Mdm Peng water bottles for recycling before setting out with Cassidy to SLACK :D
Jia Hui, Ming Xuan and XinHui went to swim today cause today was SUNNY~
At first, we went to buy food first but then eventually after that CekMin, Janis and Jia Ling came to join us.
Have DAMN LOTS OF FUN playing eh.
Especially when Cassidy said her childhood.. xD
They was also laughing at my Photos >< HSH with Cassidy.
well, on the way, silent eh.
It was kinda weird not talking eh then we was like keep on walking and walking.
send her off before going home.
Tomorrow no school eh.
But seems like everyone have already had plan to go out.
Tired eh.

The thing i suspect, i hope its not true.
I don't understand eh, why are you holding on?
I don't believe you still want right?

Honey whatever baby.
No matter what i will just be that stupid girl holing to you until you push me away.
If you see this, ask me where i am tomorrow.
I will be there.
But, i don't mind spending tomorrow alone eh.