Regrets.

"Some nights I feel really awful inside I don’t really know what is going on either, all I know is I hate it and I can’t stop it."

It's just comes to this times where everybody's just leaving. 

And I hate how it feels like, when the regrets slowly started sipping in. 

When you realise you miss the chance to say goodbye.

My heart is crying, but what to do?

One big amount of sadness.

That's what you left behind. 

Be safe. 

"It will get better"

"It's sad how badly you wanted to try to fix things when you know in your heart you're already tired and they can't just be fixed anymore."

You said you won't be able to fall in love again. 

In the end you still did. 

But that's for the best. 

At least one of us did, 

and I'm happy for you. 

So this is how it feels like.

You fell in love with her didn't you

心如刀割

" 我的心痛竟是你的快乐
其实我不想对你恋恋不舍
但什么让我辗转反侧
不觉我说着说着天就亮了
我的唇角尝到一种苦涩
我是真的为你哭了
你是真的随他走了
就在这一刻
全世界伤心角色又多了我一个
我是真的为你爱了
你是真的跟他走了
能给的我全都给了我都舍得
除了让你知道我心如刀割"